Silver Bullet Waiting

She was born with a quirk
That makes her love to hate.
Without a part of her brain she says she needs.
What is normal anyway? Who needs it?
Who is keeping score?

She names her notebook and pen Eros and Cupid.
She writes in it wearing rubber gloves,
Wearing a suit of armor claimed as a spoil of war,
There’s a wall around her heart, three sizes too big
So the love seeps in, regardless.

Life is so unfair. There’s not supposed to be any love.
Super-glued into the crevices are ideas that haunt yet sustain,
Ideas about sharp points, edges, and evil ones,
Like four thumb tacks,they bind a picture of her past
To the wall around her heart, as a reminder
It will never happen again, because it will always be that way.

Her weary teenage eyes seek praise, and validation
She rejects it, of course, because like masturbation,
it’s the only thing that truly gets her off without guilt.
Her words are like music, like thoughts and feelings.
They invite critique, to her it seems.
Of course.

Mysteriously flawed, bad logic mistaken for fact.
Unflappable ego defends, deters, and determines vampiric qualities.
She laughs at garlic and crosses until she falls asleep at daylight.
in the casket tomb she calls her home.
Behind the blackout curtains.

Her adoring man – the mirror –
watches the peaceful face she never sees there,
It grows fuzzy until it disappears,
but he keeps it locked in his head, in his dreams.
A flower preserved, drying between two sheets,
she is a framed image etched on panes of glass.

Glass to shatter,
Glass to open out to the world, or
Glass to be bullet proof to protect her etched image.
From the silver bullet waiting.

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About The Emotional Orphan

I am a museum of past affection. A wax museum in the sun.
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11 Responses to Silver Bullet Waiting

  1. Angel Zapata says:

    I’ve re-read this several times. It really is brilliant. Thanks for posting this.

  2. Tim Keeton says:

    Ideas about sharp points, edges, and evil ones,
    Like four thumb tacks,they bind a picture of her past

    Very nice, Jack. You weave some interesting imagery.

    Rhyme on!

  3. The Emotional Orphan says:

    Thanks Angel. Glad the meaning came through. There is some pretty duplicitous stuff going on here…. Was looking quickly again at your blog, and though I can’t read much this minute, I will. Noticed you are in Augusta. Im in ATL. The obvious question would be, uhm why?
    Thanks again

  4. The Emotional Orphan says:

    Thanks Tim. If you only knew the whole story…. “She” is real.
    Appreciate the kind words.

  5. janflora says:

    Intense…fantastic images and allusions. Velcome 🙂

  6. imaginationzombie says:

    This is incredible. Brilliant.

  7. The Emotional Orphan says:

    IZ- I appreciate you reading and commenting.

  8. Kavita says:

    Okay…every stanza made scurry to the next!! It was intriguing to the core!
    I could feel a movie reel rolling in my head… each scene as you have masterfully described… I liked the movie that I filmed, but more importantly, i LOVED the script you’ve provided! It was terrific!

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